Mojo

You know there's this thing called the blog mojo where you have the constant flow of content and post lining up for your new space that you're excited about.

It should normally occurs within the first few weeks (to even months) from the start you start a new blog, or you know, the random times where you have the urge to blog and will blog several postings in one sitting.

I was one of those people last time where there are just so many things that I can blog about and every single day is a new day with a new interesting topic.

Guess growing up sanded that excitement in me. Instead, out of obligation and responsibility, I blogged.

Which is weird because I kind of feel 'it' when I refreshed my blog and decide to build it from scratch.

Gahh. Might be the work. Might be the weather. Or it might be just me.

Not as open anymore, know a little more, be slightly more cautious and decide to keep certain thing only to me and myself.

Feels like the same old 16-year-old Rebecca but yet so different to the then Rebecca.

Why am I so philosophical out of no reason. Haha.

But then again, it should be like that. Feeling different. Even when you're doing the same thing. That's learning, that's growing up.

Is it good or is it bad? I don't quite know it yet.

Maybe when I am around 30 years old and I read back this posting, I will be like 'pfftt what was I talking about'.

Just like how I judge my 16-year-old self.